Insanity disconnected

Handed in the last essay, for now, on Friday. Did not expect to feel this exhausted. Didn’t write anything on Friday night, just a short and forced blurb last night, and now tonight I’m just typing this – for the sake of writing again.

It’s not that writing itself that has drained me, it is more the forced writing. As in, writing topics that is written not only for the sake of writing them, but written in a style which is so utterly boring.

With that said, one of my essays was well received. Most likely because I enjoyed writing it. However it was a bit scary to receive such a good mark, as it means my theory holds water.

My hypothesis was that ‘WW2 would happen even if Hitler was killed’. And apparently I managed to make a good argument for that.

Again, a bit scary.

It has made me even more interested in International Relations.

Oh well, enough about that. Tomorrow such worries will not be on my mind, as I will attempt to just relax. Recharge after surviving this semester, but also recharging to prepare for two exams.

And hopefully my posts will be a bit more exciting…

Cheerio…

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Night before tomorrow…

Tomorrow all hell might break lose. Or maybe it is more accurate to say, all stress will break lose?

From tomorrow I have about a week to write about 3,500 words. One essay about war journalism and the other about why WW2 would happen regardless of Hitler.

Which will make it very likely I will blog every night. Just for the sake of writing something else and to not lose my sanity.

That is not be completely true, as my sanity is questionable. The likelihood of it already been gone for a while is more likely than it being still intact.

Life does that to you.

So don’t ever assume only drugs and alcohol can make you go mad. Life itself, it can make you lose all your marbles.

Which is why some take drugs or consume a lot of alcohol. It has a counter effect on your mind if you are about to lose your sanity.

We are all crazy…